DEAR DIARY. . .

you can never tell what someone is thinking. but what i think, you can always tell it by my face expressions. friends is not a simple thing you can find out there. they are here when uou have a blunder, here screaming when you get crazy and most of all, listens to your sad stories and advices C:

that is a whole friendship i would love to treasure (:

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

INTRUDER ALERTTT!

HAHAHAHAHA.. i'm in mary's hse now C:
brother so noti noti ah go n wanna off the wifi!!!!
pssshhh, HAHAHAHAHAHA
i'm having fun here!!! :P
lol C:
kay bye. love you.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

i got, u got

i have an eye, u have one too.

if u start hiding, then i will too. if that happens, dont expect anything much anymore.
thanks for being honest. i say it honest n i mean it

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

dear (:

thanks for brightening up my life.
i feel sick.
being a tong sampah guard during recess is not easy.
i need you now.

I LOVE YOU
sau mun

Monday, September 13, 2010

i just commited a sin today -.-
haha. well god, forgive me. i didnt mean to do it. i just had too much of it -.-
geo folio, sejarah folio, u are almost outta my life :]

ohhh i'm heading to the park now, byes

Sunday, September 12, 2010

rise of the midnight sun.

yup. its not any ordinary thing.
i went bck to melaka on Friday. had a dinner with 2 families. OMG, my nephew is sooo cute! he even did this to me; drinks water, bloats his mouth and spit it on my face. he thinks i'm a spittable toy. and i'm gonna give u a tickle revenge next time, augustine (!) BRRRRRRR. yeah so we gave dad a surprise birthday. me n aunt went to buy a cake from secret recipe. delicious i tell you. the price i have to pay: exercise 1 month -.-
anyways, my goals of reducing 2 kg has not succeeded. maybe thats coz i eat too much. and that was one of the moments i see dad so happy. epic SUCCESS :D
on saturday, we went to Heeren Street. Jonkerwalk :) one of the places in Melaka you shouldn't miss. went to this lousy shop coz we couldnt bare the heat and lining up for good food -.-. yeah, but it became better when we ate durian cendol at a shop called durian cendol. another one u shouldnt miss. bought souvenirs and gifts there, and also a pair of kebaya. dark blue. purpose: to match my ex wife ALIYA and to go visiting. not telling the price. its horrible. but no choice -.- we had dinner at Portugese Settlement. exotic seafood. when i saw the sign exotic seafood, i remembered the summary Pn. Rachel teached last time -.- there got so much food! seafood! i added 1 kg after eating there -.- coz seafood is da best : crabs; AWESOME, kerang; delicious. prawns, sotong, lala, otak-otak, mouth-watering. those are my fav foods. well, i pity those who cant  eat though :( i guess its God who gave this specialty :)  online connection sucks like lleh *read it backwards*. tried to connect at aunts house using phone connection, but can't. i got pissed off, so i decided to just watch football. ARSENAL won! arsenal the best (Y) bolton played dirty. just cant stand the way they play roughball.

and today, i came back from melaka. early in the morning i ate chicken rice with my aunty. 2 hours later, i ate a seriously heavy lunch. and ate complimentary ice cream by the restaurant. trick: eat vanilla than chocolate. vanilla has less cals and also gives you calcium because its made of milk whereas chocolate tastes yummy, but has a lot of fats. same to frash milk, cakes and whatsoever. if i dont keep fit, how to look good? in the car, tried to sleep as much as i can. cannot. the head rest is not naice. when i fall asleep, my head drop down somewhere and i will be awake -.- i'm grateful that i'm home.

these few days i'm so busy. on wednesday have to go singapore somemore. luckily geo folio is done n sejarah folio 80% completed. oh no. chinese dance.senamrobik.singing.forum.oral. those headaches i wanna put aside for  while. for now, just trying to enjoy my life to the max when i'm still young. having as many boyfriends and socializing, making more friends in life is essential. thats life. i want all that. but can i make it mine? i love my parents. i know i'm talking about a topic which is so unrelated but i love them. i love them for controlling me at times, yelling at me, because its for my own good, and thanks to them, i am what i am today. well, of course they give me freedomm too. they allow me to do some things many other parents wouldn't. sometimes i feel grateful all of a sudden for having them. so love your family. its because they care about you. whenever i dont think of anything, i would think of the future. what will happen to me if i did that. thinking ahead is not good sometimes but if i dont, i would be anxious, about what i'm about to receive. of course, i try my best to be myself. so if i hurt anyone with my laugh loud, insulting lines, or rude actions, i'm really sorry. thats the real me. but when i'm nice, i mean it too.

friends. without friends, the world would be lonely. friends cheer us up when we're down, laugh with us when we're happy, scream together when we're excited, and do most of the things in our lives with them. thats why, i will cherish every moment with my friends and never forget what i did with them.
i think this blog is getting more jiwanng. but who cares, i write what i wanna write.
i dont really care if people gossip, coz im myself, and who are they to judge who i am? example: okay so i have a boyfriend, and whats so weird about that? is it called gedik? or player? haha, well its up to them. who doesnt have a big mouth?
well, i have one big mouth too, to be honest ;) but, i keep secrets. dont worry, theyre safe, in the private file in my hard disk memory ;] my big mouth, is all about, the hot guys in S***S. HAHA, that was being too....and its so obcious like duh. :) ; the gedik girls in school ; the 'cool' teachers ; boyfriends ; back stabbing *ouch* and most likely everything girls does :) thats my human nature. HAHAHA.

ahaha. i cant wait for the singapore trip. sorry if this post was like a bumpy ride, HAHA. made u angry, sad, or whatever :D
this is more like making myself satisfied for who i am :]
you, make me, feel like i'm living a teenage dream ;]
te amo,
elephant.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

a day of joy :)

firstly, SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE :D
whether you're a malay, chinese or an indian.
because we are all a malaysian :D

lets see, i'll be going to melaka tomoro. got a dinner there. so i gotta bake a cake coz my relatives are crazy over it -.-
i wanted to cut my hair, but decided not to :D
i cant wait to go singaporeee! heeheeee <3

then i will go singapore on saturday. :D but not sure if mum still wants to coz her neck stifff :(

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

i think he reads my blog and tumblr. forget about it, coz i dont like u anymore -.-
i can only see u twice in a week but u r always acting...cold in front of me.
hish. luckily i didnt commit anything to u -.- it was just a 20% crush? hahahaha. i was dreaming i guess.
i moved on :) and i'm happy. relationships give problems.

i would like to share my new friends i made at the merdeka thingy.
private okay. HAHAHA. these r owned by iman <3 copyrighted!

FRIENDS I LOVE :)
right most, i dont know who, then me, then Pjam, and syakir (!) heeheeee i laf them. they're from SMK Teknik. they made me laugh all along since the first day at Pandamaran :) 
their group photo :D 
guess who are these 2 tall guys? they're my bodyguards n telephone poles!!! hehehe i laf them too. perut (red shirt) made me laugh. we knew when we exchanged numbers in the bus. how funny. he's a nice person. i don't regret knowing him. same to the person next to him (ibrahim) he's err. haha. only i know :D
i wasn't supposed to be in this pic. but i dont know why i ran into it. my 2 bodyguards :')
perut :D heeheeeee

hell yeah, i made many friends right?
awesome liddat. i know what you're thinking. all guys?? haha not all guys la. got girls also, but in fb! check it out! HAHHA

seeing all these pics, i'm smiling like :))))))))) HIIIHIIII

Saturday, September 4, 2010

untitled.

i just cant believe it. first you did it to her, now me. go ahead, do as you like. thanks a lot for frying my heart.
first, 1, then, 2, now 3, then 4 and next five and now six. why are u doing this?

p.s: it feels weird :)