10 months have passed

.... and i could tell myself, that i have grown. not just physically, but my whole self. i have learnt the many lessons i face in life, and i can say an attitude or a habit is growing in me.

My friend, who i wish to keep anonymous because its none of your business, told me recently i have changed, a lot, from the time we stopped talking, which was in january. which was partly coz fren had to return to their mrsm, else my friend could see the time i grow this whole year.

and this year, i have put my 'fancy-life' aside. seriously, if you looked back to when i was 13 in 2009, you wouldn't even-
i was such a playful girl, i was from skbd, and nobody can take that from me. my innocence shined during that year, no one knew their boundary, or even cared for whatever that's going on. we just lived our life like there was no tomorrow, we had fun everyday. and not to forget, i became a prefect when i was in form 1. things sorta took a lil turn as being the only one in maroon, was a time that i did not cherish. luckily, some of my friends stuck on to me and i managed to pull through. i even got into the top class, which i was surprised myself. i wondered, how could students from "rubbish/foreigner/bad class" <-- 1.="1." 1="1" 2="2" :p=":p" all="all" amazing="amazing" an="an" and="and" as="as" brag="brag" by="by" can="can" class="class" done="done" dont="dont" even="even" everything="everything" form="form" future="future" getting="getting" happy.="happy." have="have" heh="heh" here="here" hm="hm" hormati-ans="hormati-ans" i="i" in="in" into="into" judged="judged" just="just" lets="lets" made="made" me="me" most="most" nbsp="nbsp" now="now" of="of" p="p" people.="people." please="please" recap="recap" remember="remember" review="review" since="since" so="so" streamed="streamed" such="such" that="that" the="the" them="them" there.="there." things="things" undisclosed="undisclosed" us="us" wanna="wanna" was="was" went="went" what="what" wonderful="wonderful" written="written">
1. went for i have a dream musical
2. participated in MSSD olahraga ^__^
3. became a MISCHEVIOUS prefect, no honestly.
4. participated in MSSD badminton *go laugh if you want. but i'm probably better than you.
5. interclass choral speaking !! !  !
6. i won 4 medals for sports day, still wasnt enough to overtake Pui San ms olahragawati who had more medal points ! ;) you may say i was jello a bit lah.
7. had best friend books, classified my friends(best friends?).
8. nah i cant wait to skip to form 4, coz thats when life gets rolling.
9. adapting to Sri Aman and being afraid of our prefect seniors, whoosh. i wonder how the form 1's now feel about us. deng.
10. i was not fearless yet. because i was still a kid.
11. nope, not involved in any lovestory so no queries !

when i was fourteen, ............. okay to be continued coz i better study sivics for tomorrow. so many interesting things happened this year, i would say? :)