Hmm, to be an inspirational person, i guess you need to have influence toward others first. People need our trust and you have to rely on theirs too. I hope that with my determination, one day I will become someone inspirational toward others.
Today's events really had a place in my heart, as I will remember forever the things I learnt.
Inti College came to school for a talk, well more like an activity. this is definitely one of the interactive and activity based talks, not just classroom method. We took a personality test, made by blablabla..
That's not the point. the thing is, how am i to judge myself when people may think of me in another way? nonetheless, I just went on ! okay my highest score is jengjengjeng the qualities of 1. fast/quick - no i'm not. 2. something I cant remember-not important 3. confident 4. optimistic 5. love challenges . number 3,4,5 well describes me, in my opinion :)
Mr Ronald or someone said that this group of humans (there were only 6 of us categorized under this), the rest were, the analytical owl people, social people, imaginative n innovate people and the hard workers.
Particularly, he said that our personality traits were most likely to be bossy - people tell me I'm too nice, sometimes spoon-feeding too. and he said we may be future CEO's. punny! as my field of interest is somewhat there, after i succeed in a foundation career. Likes to direct and lead. and also loves to be number one- competitive.
I admit i am very competitive especially when it comes to Sports. I cannot stand getting number 2, which was why I was so furious after getting a silver for 200m after 4 years. but thats okay, it's my fault for not training harder. I'm also very competitive when it comes to doing things like groupwork where i need it to be as nice as i picture it. oh and yes, he said these type of people are very futuristic - thinking towards the future. which strangely, i do, most of the time, tbh. I will create my own path of journey towards the future if I did this or that.
For Mr Sam's talk, i didn't really focus much as I was out of the hall half of the time. My day was actually already made when I was surprised and given good news from someone whom I love so much, Nizz. The few days we went through making crucial decisions weren't easy, and I like that she didn't give up hope on believing that God will do what's best for us. It is fated that she would be part of the experience we will not miss ! And so I was cray (crazy) the whole time cox i felt so ecstatic and overwhelmed by her confirmation to my curiosity :3 this gurl is sooooo cute. especially when she was in std 6, pure angel 0:)
I really would like to thank my parents for allowing me to go on this Thailand trip. Although it is not said in the form of words, deep down their hearts they are understanding and caring at all times. With this said, I believe they have trust in me as I have grown up, a 17 year old, and capable to take care of myself :) God is just so kind to me, that I am out of words. The circle of friends I love, would be going for this trip as well. The priceless experience we will make will be cherished by us definitely even when we grow old and sit in a wheelchair.
This feels so much like an appreciation post, well yes it is towards some people and God. There I was in school this afternoon, had a tummy ache as my system calls for defecation. As I was in the clean cubicle, I tied my shoelaces. Things were indeed running through my mind even though i promised I would never think about anything. My heart was so contended knowing green house is rewarded with wonderful teachers this year. they will definitely guide us toward success. Pn Shazilla, Pn Norsheila, En Alias, En Mirza, Pn Ranchani, Pn Tan, and most loveable, Cik Siti Fatimah (Cik Mah <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
Cik Mah is the cutest, most adorable, kind, caring, all in one package of a teacher i love. She is so open and lovely at all times. She is beautiful inside out. The five of us, standing backstage while hearing our names being called for voting, was the most nerve wrecking thing today. I didn't believe it as G announced my name, .........and the President is Sau Mun ! I was truly lost for words and stunned. From that moment, I thought to myself. Time is up. Its time to do it until there is pin drop silence and no disheartening words coming out. To make people believe that it was worth it after all. 260 members on a single shoulder, that is backed up by tens of other shoulders if mine were to break. Epic !
Another epic thing that happened it Bleep Test. Never had my mind perceive that i would reach 8.0, the dream record I have finally achieved. It is the mind that controls you, physical fitness is another thing. It was the competitiveness I had, the one thing I had to accomplish. Running back and forth with Reets gave me the will to overcome my limits. My mindset ensures that I must accomplish what she does, because everybody can do it.
All in all, I have yet to see, what others have to offer with this new coming.
Phrase for the day: The Greatest Failure in Life is Not Participating 100%
I hope that everyone out there would reflect on this phrase to make it part of your lifestyle.
Signing off and feeling good, though sneezing too much at the wrong time. Should I watch Running Man as a part of celebration?
She never smiles in photographs :p oh i am so tanned~
Nighty :]
