DEAR DIARY. . .

you can never tell what someone is thinking. but what i think, you can always tell it by my face expressions. friends is not a simple thing you can find out there. they are here when uou have a blunder, here screaming when you get crazy and most of all, listens to your sad stories and advices C:

that is a whole friendship i would love to treasure (:

Saturday, November 9, 2013

I've never felt this way before....... :)

while I was doing my work with much frustration and my mind feeling beat, i decided to take a rest and have a peep on my mobile. While going through my messages on whatsapp (WA), i realized He send me a text asking to check my mail ASAP. i was thinking, what could it be that's so urgent O_O 
quickly, I opened my mail to check what the content was. seeing his mail never fails to make me overjoyed for no particular reason.......... 
I guess it was an automatic response of my nervous system to send nerve impulses to my tear ducts so my eyes would sweat as I read through the beautifully designed and composed art by yours truly. 
saying sorry does not mean you've done something that is unforgivable, but it means you appreciate our relationship. 

I realized that even if I was lonely and there was no one in this world who loves me, there would be someone who will always be my knight in shining armor. I felt so loved, again. someone who never fails to express his feelings and captures my heart (ah i cant stand this why are my eyes sweating!)

"Am I lucky? or will this situation be temporary? will we bid goodbye to each other? can I hang on to him forever? what if God decides to take us to Him and we'll be separated?" are the questions in my insecure soul. For the time being, I just want to appreciate his existence in my life, everyday I'm grateful being able to wake up to my alarm or the beaming sunshine. 

And for the future, I wont ever want to stop getting to know him deeper because I know he's worth all i put in for. 

HEHEHEEHEHEHE :)
(feeling on top of the world!)

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