DEAR DIARY. . .

you can never tell what someone is thinking. but what i think, you can always tell it by my face expressions. friends is not a simple thing you can find out there. they are here when uou have a blunder, here screaming when you get crazy and most of all, listens to your sad stories and advices C:

that is a whole friendship i would love to treasure (:

Sunday, September 12, 2010

rise of the midnight sun.

yup. its not any ordinary thing.
i went bck to melaka on Friday. had a dinner with 2 families. OMG, my nephew is sooo cute! he even did this to me; drinks water, bloats his mouth and spit it on my face. he thinks i'm a spittable toy. and i'm gonna give u a tickle revenge next time, augustine (!) BRRRRRRR. yeah so we gave dad a surprise birthday. me n aunt went to buy a cake from secret recipe. delicious i tell you. the price i have to pay: exercise 1 month -.-
anyways, my goals of reducing 2 kg has not succeeded. maybe thats coz i eat too much. and that was one of the moments i see dad so happy. epic SUCCESS :D
on saturday, we went to Heeren Street. Jonkerwalk :) one of the places in Melaka you shouldn't miss. went to this lousy shop coz we couldnt bare the heat and lining up for good food -.-. yeah, but it became better when we ate durian cendol at a shop called durian cendol. another one u shouldnt miss. bought souvenirs and gifts there, and also a pair of kebaya. dark blue. purpose: to match my ex wife ALIYA and to go visiting. not telling the price. its horrible. but no choice -.- we had dinner at Portugese Settlement. exotic seafood. when i saw the sign exotic seafood, i remembered the summary Pn. Rachel teached last time -.- there got so much food! seafood! i added 1 kg after eating there -.- coz seafood is da best : crabs; AWESOME, kerang; delicious. prawns, sotong, lala, otak-otak, mouth-watering. those are my fav foods. well, i pity those who cant  eat though :( i guess its God who gave this specialty :)  online connection sucks like lleh *read it backwards*. tried to connect at aunts house using phone connection, but can't. i got pissed off, so i decided to just watch football. ARSENAL won! arsenal the best (Y) bolton played dirty. just cant stand the way they play roughball.

and today, i came back from melaka. early in the morning i ate chicken rice with my aunty. 2 hours later, i ate a seriously heavy lunch. and ate complimentary ice cream by the restaurant. trick: eat vanilla than chocolate. vanilla has less cals and also gives you calcium because its made of milk whereas chocolate tastes yummy, but has a lot of fats. same to frash milk, cakes and whatsoever. if i dont keep fit, how to look good? in the car, tried to sleep as much as i can. cannot. the head rest is not naice. when i fall asleep, my head drop down somewhere and i will be awake -.- i'm grateful that i'm home.

these few days i'm so busy. on wednesday have to go singapore somemore. luckily geo folio is done n sejarah folio 80% completed. oh no. chinese dance.senamrobik.singing.forum.oral. those headaches i wanna put aside for  while. for now, just trying to enjoy my life to the max when i'm still young. having as many boyfriends and socializing, making more friends in life is essential. thats life. i want all that. but can i make it mine? i love my parents. i know i'm talking about a topic which is so unrelated but i love them. i love them for controlling me at times, yelling at me, because its for my own good, and thanks to them, i am what i am today. well, of course they give me freedomm too. they allow me to do some things many other parents wouldn't. sometimes i feel grateful all of a sudden for having them. so love your family. its because they care about you. whenever i dont think of anything, i would think of the future. what will happen to me if i did that. thinking ahead is not good sometimes but if i dont, i would be anxious, about what i'm about to receive. of course, i try my best to be myself. so if i hurt anyone with my laugh loud, insulting lines, or rude actions, i'm really sorry. thats the real me. but when i'm nice, i mean it too.

friends. without friends, the world would be lonely. friends cheer us up when we're down, laugh with us when we're happy, scream together when we're excited, and do most of the things in our lives with them. thats why, i will cherish every moment with my friends and never forget what i did with them.
i think this blog is getting more jiwanng. but who cares, i write what i wanna write.
i dont really care if people gossip, coz im myself, and who are they to judge who i am? example: okay so i have a boyfriend, and whats so weird about that? is it called gedik? or player? haha, well its up to them. who doesnt have a big mouth?
well, i have one big mouth too, to be honest ;) but, i keep secrets. dont worry, theyre safe, in the private file in my hard disk memory ;] my big mouth, is all about, the hot guys in S***S. HAHA, that was being too....and its so obcious like duh. :) ; the gedik girls in school ; the 'cool' teachers ; boyfriends ; back stabbing *ouch* and most likely everything girls does :) thats my human nature. HAHAHA.

ahaha. i cant wait for the singapore trip. sorry if this post was like a bumpy ride, HAHA. made u angry, sad, or whatever :D
this is more like making myself satisfied for who i am :]
you, make me, feel like i'm living a teenage dream ;]
te amo,
elephant.

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