DEAR DIARY. . .

you can never tell what someone is thinking. but what i think, you can always tell it by my face expressions. friends is not a simple thing you can find out there. they are here when uou have a blunder, here screaming when you get crazy and most of all, listens to your sad stories and advices C:

that is a whole friendship i would love to treasure (:

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

A WEEK TO GO

It feels so good to cook lunch. Suddenly reminded me of Masterchef Malaysia. I woul love to take part in that competition when i'm older I guess :)
Being at home is actually the greatest thing. Going out is actually a waste of money. The other day I went to watch breaking dawn with my usual lovely peeps, an average of rm20 is needed at least when you go out. But it's safer to carry 50.
Mama would be proud of me cooking lunch today! Together with dad's burnt egg :p
My face condition had improved a lot if to be compared to the time before facial. Dad says its worth it, as in the olden days they can not really afford it, so he's saying what happened to his face then shall not repet itself. So much for genetics. Really hate the extraction part though.

Camp is next week and I really can't wait for it! How mug fun we are gonna have. I would say last year's dec camp when I was a participant was a total bomb! I just wish Nasi Kandar would renew LA. Really happy that my parents are supportive and automatically renewed it for me. Maybe they just knew what I wanted.

I'm all excited for Amie's comeback. I miss her more than anything. 3 years of buddies together? That's a long journey we went through, those bittersweet moments. I just hope nothing comes in my way for her comeback.

Sometimes it's pretty obvious when someone hates you. Or dislike. Notice that they actually won't have eye contact with you. Maybe they're just afraid. Life.
I'm pretty sure all science SPM candidates are bursting with joy after their toughest paper biology ended yesterday. Still, a Cold response. Shall I make the move?

Friday, November 11, 2011

delighted

it has been just two weeks. it felt more like 2 years. if it is gonna be longer, i guess my mind would already turn old by the time you came. but i have to endure it, just one more month. people say patience is a virtue, but feeling the rate of how my patience is right now, i can't take it anymore. anyhow, i felt so happy, that you remember me, and even took the effort to call me. that phone call which had a unknown number was you, as i expected. i jumped to joy when i heard your voice, it seems you had grown. you even introduced me to your friend, which i find really friendly. i'm glad you met such a person, that could guide you towards the right path and would be there for you when i'm not. i always wonder, have you eaten well? slept well? how are your family members? and i always wanted to say i miss you. the dearest feeling that makes my stomach feel like butterflies swallowed them up always occurs when thoughts about you pops up in my mind. and everyday i think of you, how the things i do is related to you. how i want to do things just for you, and endure the pain for you. in the end, its all worth the effort. the feeling of wanting to be self centered also comes into my mind, that's just i can't bear to lose you.
even though it lasted 5 minutes, i felt like it was the happiest moments of today. 


and yes, today was the last day of school. i don't know how things will turn out next year, how sri aman would be, how i would be. there is still 2 more years, and i can say that time passes really fast, there is no time to regret anything. 

i wished i lived in the countyside


loves
crunchy :) 

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

I am human too and I have my limits.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Weighty matters

Right now I'm blogging in the car, while I'm on the way to Sekinchan, Kuala Selangor. It's a bit disappointing to not attend Damia's open house and Meetra's surprise party on the same day as what my and my cousin's family planned. Of course, going out with friends, there is always chance everytime, but the chance with your family is probably limited. Some people tend to have the misconception of calling others stupid just cause they don't fulfill their needs. 

In a year we have 52 weeks, that means 104 days which are Saturday's and sundays. On weekdays, we might not be able to see our parents. Which for my case, my dad travels around the globe every month, which means, the possibility of spending time with him is less. Which clearly shows I have a very little time to spend with him. 

I'm glad that we are going To Singapore end of this year, it would be fun to go to universal studios, although we have initially planned for Beijing. 

For a week I have been searching for good dramas after the recent City Hunter ended. I started secret garden but I find it too much of conversations and it tends to bore me out, not much of comedy. So I was just curious and read the flow of eery chapter at drama rand. Dramabeans is really kind to damson or fan synopsis wtv it's called, for people who are lazy to watch the drama. so recently I found something else, better than secret garden I would say *sry secret garden fans!
Currently watching My GF is a gumiho, really amazing. seung ki is adorable too! :3
Weird girl's mom is kinda cool, she knows how to go onlie o watch Korean drama! I have never seen someone's mom who is mad in love with Korean dramas till that rent!
Cheers Kpop! Daebak!

Point of no return,
Mun

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Doesn't deserve a title

Dear Alice, 
No one asked you not to work on it, it should be your conscience. Whether it is right or wrong, you have to take your chance as it comes. Right or wrong doesn't matter, it's good enough that you have attempted. And since when you whined when something goes wrong? If everything is placed on the shoulder of one person, my as well ask that person to do everything on their own, why groups are formed then? 

Now I understood why it happened to you, you deserved what you get.  

Helping others instead of being an arrogant person would have one less person who hates you right Alice? 

Eye tics are annoying, really. 

Sincerely, 
Kate 

I wanted to use the name Kate when I was younger, I feel it's an aessentric name. 

Ps: don't use my blog as a place to quote stuff. Enjoy the story of my life as I blog, I would love to share the happiness together too. 

The Light Beneath your Soul

Feels better after letting off everything. It's like a huge burden off my shoulders.
I miss him so much. It's the time of my life now that I feel so desperate for someone like never before, I just wished he was by my side. All i can do is to pray for him to fo smoothly with spm and not get sick, this exam is important, and i just hope he does his best so his 100% effort would ve worth. Critics, hatred and backstabbing I give no shit, because it didnt matter t all. Friends who betrays doesn't exist in my life. They just feel miserable, thats why they act that way. that's all I can say. Best friends don't exist, because everybody is as great, why limit it to only one person? But out of all, true friends do exist. True friends vary, not just clinging on to one person, but to people who understands you. One could tell through their facial expression, their ignorance, the arrogance, the fake attitude, the attention seeking, the ones who are with you through ups and downs, and the one who isnt afraid correcting you.the most essential part of life are your instincts. I wonder what would happen if you lost the voice in your head?
Great people think more than they speak, never regret the actions you have taken in your life.
And most if all, do not be arrogant, understand their side of the story and not just judging based on what you heard. Wouldn't it be better to satisfy your curiosity by going up to one and being straightforward? If you didn't fancy what one said,then that's just too bad for you. No one asked you to meddle in others business. No one told you to be miserable. No one told you that everyone was perfect. Don't tell me you have never commited a wrong that left scars in others?
While still being alive, the sweet moments should be cherished, not ruining it just because of a statement said by a fool that would make you take revenge. If you get what I mean. 

Hi Dharani my brownie!! Hahaha :) 

Sincerely,
Listener