it has been just two weeks. it felt more like 2 years. if it is gonna be longer, i guess my mind would already turn old by the time you came. but i have to endure it, just one more month. people say patience is a virtue, but feeling the rate of how my patience is right now, i can't take it anymore. anyhow, i felt so happy, that you remember me, and even took the effort to call me. that phone call which had a unknown number was you, as i expected. i jumped to joy when i heard your voice, it seems you had grown. you even introduced me to your friend, which i find really friendly. i'm glad you met such a person, that could guide you towards the right path and would be there for you when i'm not. i always wonder, have you eaten well? slept well? how are your family members? and i always wanted to say i miss you. the dearest feeling that makes my stomach feel like butterflies swallowed them up always occurs when thoughts about you pops up in my mind. and everyday i think of you, how the things i do is related to you. how i want to do things just for you, and endure the pain for you. in the end, its all worth the effort. the feeling of wanting to be self centered also comes into my mind, that's just i can't bear to lose you.
even though it lasted 5 minutes, i felt like it was the happiest moments of today.
and yes, today was the last day of school. i don't know how things will turn out next year, how sri aman would be, how i would be. there is still 2 more years, and i can say that time passes really fast, there is no time to regret anything.
i wished i lived in the countyside
loves
crunchy :)
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