MALAYSIAN RUNNER BARAGHI ahahahha i love sports n joking around with my shizzling awesome buds XD i love my baraghis! U KNOW U LOVE ME <3
DEAR DIARY. . .
you can never tell what someone is thinking. but what i think, you can always tell it by my face expressions. friends is not a simple thing you can find out there. they are here when uou have a blunder, here screaming when you get crazy and most of all, listens to your sad stories and advices C:
that is a whole friendship i would love to treasure (:
Monday, December 26, 2011
i just wanted to conceal myself from you noticing it, not insulting. i just needed someone to sober my feelings.
i just wanted to hear that voice of yours, that would heal everything. i just wanted to hear your voice to bed
the past, i have done regretting them and i dont want to drag it for the rest of my life
but why did you have to point out my weakness.
its a burden for me to have you holding on so long.
i just wanted to hear that voice of yours, that would heal everything. i just wanted to hear your voice to bed
the past, i have done regretting them and i dont want to drag it for the rest of my life
but why did you have to point out my weakness.
its a burden for me to have you holding on so long.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Aryana
this is my malay name given by the sweet Fyra last year. yeah, just coz she has a best friend Aryana Keyes, hahaha. but then, i like this name. it sounds certainly unique :)
i have not been using this name since last year. but recently, that name has relived ! thanks to Amira Acap, ghahahahhaha. a very awesome autobot from Transformerssss ! and we won, thanks to their dear A-coach of course :p jk. such a great participant, i would say. and i wasn't surprised of Amira's first impression of me, looking like a Malay. as i said, double eyelids and inherited looks.
i slept at 3 talking to Amira about things, religion mostly. it was fun to learn these things, and Amira sure seems very independent.
so yeah, i'm getting to learn lots of chinese now, and some basic Farsi ;)
i have not been using this name since last year. but recently, that name has relived ! thanks to Amira Acap, ghahahahhaha. a very awesome autobot from Transformerssss ! and we won, thanks to their dear A-coach of course :p jk. such a great participant, i would say. and i wasn't surprised of Amira's first impression of me, looking like a Malay. as i said, double eyelids and inherited looks.
i slept at 3 talking to Amira about things, religion mostly. it was fun to learn these things, and Amira sure seems very independent.
so yeah, i'm getting to learn lots of chinese now, and some basic Farsi ;)
HUNGRYYY :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGbwL8kSpEk :) link for today !
they're really pretty, they can sing and dance well. and i can say i'm jealous of them sometimes. and my idol from that group is Sunny. although her height is not as promising to be in the entertaining industry, i love her attitude and her personality. but this is reality, i know it. but in the end, i'll just be myself :)
but certainly, regretted quitting gymnastics, after all the plus points i can finally see.
recently, i've got a new shoe, just for running. previous years i have been using other non appropriate shoes, so the performance turned out not good as well. so imma train up my stamina for the upcoming road run ;)
yesterday i spoke with Amirah about plans for YE whole year round. and i could say some of her ideas can pakai lah. and we discussed about debate also. i'm not sure about continuing in debate. i will have to stayback every single day if i were to be in debate, and also, its a plus activity, because certainly i will be active in YE and athletics.
and the burden from science stream would be even more struggling, as it is new for the fellow form 4's next yr. i cant believe some people actually started studying already. and i'm waaay far from that. i'm just enjoying life as it is.
oh well, i have a prefect report to write up, gotta crack my snoozing brain ! :)
i felt so sorry for Sam yesterday, Sam couldn't sleep because of me. i shouldn't feel sorry for my existence, because it was your choice to get involved in my life. and life is cruel, beat it.
they're really pretty, they can sing and dance well. and i can say i'm jealous of them sometimes. and my idol from that group is Sunny. although her height is not as promising to be in the entertaining industry, i love her attitude and her personality. but this is reality, i know it. but in the end, i'll just be myself :)
but certainly, regretted quitting gymnastics, after all the plus points i can finally see.
recently, i've got a new shoe, just for running. previous years i have been using other non appropriate shoes, so the performance turned out not good as well. so imma train up my stamina for the upcoming road run ;)
yesterday i spoke with Amirah about plans for YE whole year round. and i could say some of her ideas can pakai lah. and we discussed about debate also. i'm not sure about continuing in debate. i will have to stayback every single day if i were to be in debate, and also, its a plus activity, because certainly i will be active in YE and athletics.
and the burden from science stream would be even more struggling, as it is new for the fellow form 4's next yr. i cant believe some people actually started studying already. and i'm waaay far from that. i'm just enjoying life as it is.
oh well, i have a prefect report to write up, gotta crack my snoozing brain ! :)
i felt so sorry for Sam yesterday, Sam couldn't sleep because of me. i shouldn't feel sorry for my existence, because it was your choice to get involved in my life. and life is cruel, beat it.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
nonstop journey
these holidays had been great, really great.
prefect camp, a place where i tightened my bond with people i cherish
days with my mom, where i heard everything and felt unforgettable things with her
SKST camp, where connections starts, bonds strengthen and where my heart gets tied up
singapore, where i bursted my heart out, and losing my mind, after everything that occurred
Amie's comeback, where lost touch were relived
leadership academy, where friendship proved it meant the most in some of our hearts
i have certainly grew a lot in me. and there seems to be less heart palpitations, because i cared less. about what the community would say
back to my own square
prefect camp, a place where i tightened my bond with people i cherish
days with my mom, where i heard everything and felt unforgettable things with her
SKST camp, where connections starts, bonds strengthen and where my heart gets tied up
singapore, where i bursted my heart out, and losing my mind, after everything that occurred
Amie's comeback, where lost touch were relived
leadership academy, where friendship proved it meant the most in some of our hearts
i have certainly grew a lot in me. and there seems to be less heart palpitations, because i cared less. about what the community would say
back to my own square
Neon Naege Banhaesseo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dORbMVUdQp4
there, go and understand my title.
If you're alone,
I'll be your shadow.
If you want to cry,
I'll be your shoulder.
If you're sad,
I'll be your pillow.
If you need to be happy,
I'll be your smile.
but anytime you need a friend,
I'll just be me.
thank you, you have befriended my lonely soul all this while.
you don't seem like you mean all these words, but i know on the inside you mean it.
well, thats just part one. There's a longer road of your sincerity
dont cry because of me, the one you're inspired of.
and don't ever let me go.
sahlome my friend.
there, go and understand my title.
If you're alone,
I'll be your shadow.
If you want to cry,
I'll be your shoulder.
If you're sad,
I'll be your pillow.
If you need to be happy,
I'll be your smile.
but anytime you need a friend,
I'll just be me.
thank you, you have befriended my lonely soul all this while.
you don't seem like you mean all these words, but i know on the inside you mean it.
well, thats just part one. There's a longer road of your sincerity
dont cry because of me, the one you're inspired of.
and don't ever let me go.
sahlome my friend.
reminiscing the past
on a breezy cool night while i sat on the pavement, i thought of many things. a holiday filled with thoughts.
Friday, December 9, 2011
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
CNY :)
chinese new year is just around the corner. in a month, i'll be preparing for the yearly event :3
but this year will be only myself and daddy going back to Ipoh. so i'll receive commission from brother's ang pows? :P people say that you can't cry on this day or you will cry the whole year round. no wonder i have been crying last year. superstitions. and they also say wearing a brand new shoe on that day would step on those who talked behind your back. and yes, i'm excited for that, hehehe.
1.33 am and i shall be going to bed or my face will swell up and look terrible tmrw.
looking forward a new chapter :)
RESAH
my head just feels so uneasy and my body is heating up. it feels so terrible today, is it because i ran too much yesterday or waking up too late today?
Ho Yan Hor is good. along with some people by my side who cares about me. and wishing me sweet dreams.
i hope i have enough energy for tomorrow. or just some sugar would help. i'm all hyped up.
Ho Yan Hor is good. along with some people by my side who cares about me. and wishing me sweet dreams.
i hope i have enough energy for tomorrow. or just some sugar would help. i'm all hyped up.
Just an Opinion
Another year is coming to an end. And I don't see progress in some of the things. It's true what people say, you only remember the bad things people have done to you, not the other wise. Of all these nonsense, I'm grateful to always have my family. They don't judge you, they are happy with your presence, and they say things straight to your face. Unlike society nowadays who talks behind people. Which, I don't get the point of. There are many things I want some of you to read, but maybe it would be pointless if you can't feel it going down your spine at the end of the day.
Fcuk this world, and every damn thing that happened to it. I killed more than 10 mosquitoes using the electrical racket. And I wish I could just use these rackets to slap some people's face. But then again, there are reasons why policemens and security exists. ''omg you're so mean'', some people may say, but dude, this is reality, it isn't fantasy. You think I give a fcuk if you said I'm mean? Ha ha ha. What Perut used to say. His indication of not funny.
I like you Sau Mun
I like Chinese girls . Lol phrase.
You wanna be real this time? Even better.
Would you be mine?
Can you be my girlfriend?
If I didn't have her, I would've dated you.
GGL k.
Just coz I have double eyelids, just coz I inherited my mom and grandpa's looks, people really tend to look at you from the outside.
It really gives me the chills, when I think about them.
I just couldn't do it, and countlessly failed their hearts, but it's good they learned to move on. I must've left a great impact.
Back then when I was in my primary school, I used to have a list of people I had a crush on, and would rate them, really childish ol times.
Why do you like only Malay dudes?
Because they have something I don't see in others, obviously.
Finally, A self-contradicting question by some, when you gonna convert?
We'll see when the time comes.
Fcuk this world, and every damn thing that happened to it. I killed more than 10 mosquitoes using the electrical racket. And I wish I could just use these rackets to slap some people's face. But then again, there are reasons why policemens and security exists. ''omg you're so mean'', some people may say, but dude, this is reality, it isn't fantasy. You think I give a fcuk if you said I'm mean? Ha ha ha. What Perut used to say. His indication of not funny.
I like you Sau Mun
I like Chinese girls . Lol phrase.
You wanna be real this time? Even better.
Would you be mine?
Can you be my girlfriend?
If I didn't have her, I would've dated you.
GGL k.
Just coz I have double eyelids, just coz I inherited my mom and grandpa's looks, people really tend to look at you from the outside.
It really gives me the chills, when I think about them.
I just couldn't do it, and countlessly failed their hearts, but it's good they learned to move on. I must've left a great impact.
Back then when I was in my primary school, I used to have a list of people I had a crush on, and would rate them, really childish ol times.
Why do you like only Malay dudes?
Because they have something I don't see in others, obviously.
Finally, A self-contradicting question by some, when you gonna convert?
We'll see when the time comes.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
BC
"who doesn't even belong to our community"
what does it matter to you?
and i don't see why aren't you saying this to yourself, ditching someone when you were in the wrong, waiting for them to say sorry.
don't act like you're everything, it just diminishes you.
what does it matter to you?
and i don't see why aren't you saying this to yourself, ditching someone when you were in the wrong, waiting for them to say sorry.
don't act like you're everything, it just diminishes you.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
A WEEK TO GO
It feels so good to cook lunch. Suddenly reminded me of Masterchef Malaysia. I woul love to take part in that competition when i'm older I guess :)
Being at home is actually the greatest thing. Going out is actually a waste of money. The other day I went to watch breaking dawn with my usual lovely peeps, an average of rm20 is needed at least when you go out. But it's safer to carry 50.
Mama would be proud of me cooking lunch today! Together with dad's burnt egg :p
My face condition had improved a lot if to be compared to the time before facial. Dad says its worth it, as in the olden days they can not really afford it, so he's saying what happened to his face then shall not repet itself. So much for genetics. Really hate the extraction part though.
Camp is next week and I really can't wait for it! How mug fun we are gonna have. I would say last year's dec camp when I was a participant was a total bomb! I just wish Nasi Kandar would renew LA. Really happy that my parents are supportive and automatically renewed it for me. Maybe they just knew what I wanted.
I'm all excited for Amie's comeback. I miss her more than anything. 3 years of buddies together? That's a long journey we went through, those bittersweet moments. I just hope nothing comes in my way for her comeback.
Sometimes it's pretty obvious when someone hates you. Or dislike. Notice that they actually won't have eye contact with you. Maybe they're just afraid. Life.
I'm pretty sure all science SPM candidates are bursting with joy after their toughest paper biology ended yesterday. Still, a Cold response. Shall I make the move?
Being at home is actually the greatest thing. Going out is actually a waste of money. The other day I went to watch breaking dawn with my usual lovely peeps, an average of rm20 is needed at least when you go out. But it's safer to carry 50.
Mama would be proud of me cooking lunch today! Together with dad's burnt egg :p
My face condition had improved a lot if to be compared to the time before facial. Dad says its worth it, as in the olden days they can not really afford it, so he's saying what happened to his face then shall not repet itself. So much for genetics. Really hate the extraction part though.
Camp is next week and I really can't wait for it! How mug fun we are gonna have. I would say last year's dec camp when I was a participant was a total bomb! I just wish Nasi Kandar would renew LA. Really happy that my parents are supportive and automatically renewed it for me. Maybe they just knew what I wanted.
I'm all excited for Amie's comeback. I miss her more than anything. 3 years of buddies together? That's a long journey we went through, those bittersweet moments. I just hope nothing comes in my way for her comeback.
Sometimes it's pretty obvious when someone hates you. Or dislike. Notice that they actually won't have eye contact with you. Maybe they're just afraid. Life.
I'm pretty sure all science SPM candidates are bursting with joy after their toughest paper biology ended yesterday. Still, a Cold response. Shall I make the move?
Friday, November 11, 2011
delighted
it has been just two weeks. it felt more like 2 years. if it is gonna be longer, i guess my mind would already turn old by the time you came. but i have to endure it, just one more month. people say patience is a virtue, but feeling the rate of how my patience is right now, i can't take it anymore. anyhow, i felt so happy, that you remember me, and even took the effort to call me. that phone call which had a unknown number was you, as i expected. i jumped to joy when i heard your voice, it seems you had grown. you even introduced me to your friend, which i find really friendly. i'm glad you met such a person, that could guide you towards the right path and would be there for you when i'm not. i always wonder, have you eaten well? slept well? how are your family members? and i always wanted to say i miss you. the dearest feeling that makes my stomach feel like butterflies swallowed them up always occurs when thoughts about you pops up in my mind. and everyday i think of you, how the things i do is related to you. how i want to do things just for you, and endure the pain for you. in the end, its all worth the effort. the feeling of wanting to be self centered also comes into my mind, that's just i can't bear to lose you.
even though it lasted 5 minutes, i felt like it was the happiest moments of today.
and yes, today was the last day of school. i don't know how things will turn out next year, how sri aman would be, how i would be. there is still 2 more years, and i can say that time passes really fast, there is no time to regret anything.
i wished i lived in the countyside
loves
crunchy :)
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Weighty matters
Right now I'm blogging in the car, while I'm on the way to Sekinchan, Kuala Selangor. It's a bit disappointing to not attend Damia's open house and Meetra's surprise party on the same day as what my and my cousin's family planned. Of course, going out with friends, there is always chance everytime, but the chance with your family is probably limited. Some people tend to have the misconception of calling others stupid just cause they don't fulfill their needs.
In a year we have 52 weeks, that means 104 days which are Saturday's and sundays. On weekdays, we might not be able to see our parents. Which for my case, my dad travels around the globe every month, which means, the possibility of spending time with him is less. Which clearly shows I have a very little time to spend with him.
I'm glad that we are going To Singapore end of this year, it would be fun to go to universal studios, although we have initially planned for Beijing.
For a week I have been searching for good dramas after the recent City Hunter ended. I started secret garden but I find it too much of conversations and it tends to bore me out, not much of comedy. So I was just curious and read the flow of eery chapter at drama rand. Dramabeans is really kind to damson or fan synopsis wtv it's called, for people who are lazy to watch the drama. so recently I found something else, better than secret garden I would say *sry secret garden fans!
Currently watching My GF is a gumiho, really amazing. seung ki is adorable too! :3
Weird girl's mom is kinda cool, she knows how to go onlie o watch Korean drama! I have never seen someone's mom who is mad in love with Korean dramas till that rent!
Cheers Kpop! Daebak!
Point of no return,
Mun
In a year we have 52 weeks, that means 104 days which are Saturday's and sundays. On weekdays, we might not be able to see our parents. Which for my case, my dad travels around the globe every month, which means, the possibility of spending time with him is less. Which clearly shows I have a very little time to spend with him.
I'm glad that we are going To Singapore end of this year, it would be fun to go to universal studios, although we have initially planned for Beijing.
For a week I have been searching for good dramas after the recent City Hunter ended. I started secret garden but I find it too much of conversations and it tends to bore me out, not much of comedy. So I was just curious and read the flow of eery chapter at drama rand. Dramabeans is really kind to damson or fan synopsis wtv it's called, for people who are lazy to watch the drama. so recently I found something else, better than secret garden I would say *sry secret garden fans!
Currently watching My GF is a gumiho, really amazing. seung ki is adorable too! :3
Weird girl's mom is kinda cool, she knows how to go onlie o watch Korean drama! I have never seen someone's mom who is mad in love with Korean dramas till that rent!
Cheers Kpop! Daebak!
Point of no return,
Mun
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Doesn't deserve a title
Dear Alice,
No one asked you not to work on it, it should be your conscience. Whether it is right or wrong, you have to take your chance as it comes. Right or wrong doesn't matter, it's good enough that you have attempted. And since when you whined when something goes wrong? If everything is placed on the shoulder of one person, my as well ask that person to do everything on their own, why groups are formed then?
Now I understood why it happened to you, you deserved what you get.
Helping others instead of being an arrogant person would have one less person who hates you right Alice?
Eye tics are annoying, really.
Sincerely,
Kate
I wanted to use the name Kate when I was younger, I feel it's an aessentric name.
Ps: don't use my blog as a place to quote stuff. Enjoy the story of my life as I blog, I would love to share the happiness together too.
No one asked you not to work on it, it should be your conscience. Whether it is right or wrong, you have to take your chance as it comes. Right or wrong doesn't matter, it's good enough that you have attempted. And since when you whined when something goes wrong? If everything is placed on the shoulder of one person, my as well ask that person to do everything on their own, why groups are formed then?
Now I understood why it happened to you, you deserved what you get.
Helping others instead of being an arrogant person would have one less person who hates you right Alice?
Eye tics are annoying, really.
Sincerely,
Kate
I wanted to use the name Kate when I was younger, I feel it's an aessentric name.
Ps: don't use my blog as a place to quote stuff. Enjoy the story of my life as I blog, I would love to share the happiness together too.
The Light Beneath your Soul
Feels better after letting off everything. It's like a huge burden off my shoulders.
I miss him so much. It's the time of my life now that I feel so desperate for someone like never before, I just wished he was by my side. All i can do is to pray for him to fo smoothly with spm and not get sick, this exam is important, and i just hope he does his best so his 100% effort would ve worth. Critics, hatred and backstabbing I give no shit, because it didnt matter t all. Friends who betrays doesn't exist in my life. They just feel miserable, thats why they act that way. that's all I can say. Best friends don't exist, because everybody is as great, why limit it to only one person? But out of all, true friends do exist. True friends vary, not just clinging on to one person, but to people who understands you. One could tell through their facial expression, their ignorance, the arrogance, the fake attitude, the attention seeking, the ones who are with you through ups and downs, and the one who isnt afraid correcting you.the most essential part of life are your instincts. I wonder what would happen if you lost the voice in your head?
Great people think more than they speak, never regret the actions you have taken in your life.
And most if all, do not be arrogant, understand their side of the story and not just judging based on what you heard. Wouldn't it be better to satisfy your curiosity by going up to one and being straightforward? If you didn't fancy what one said,then that's just too bad for you. No one asked you to meddle in others business. No one told you to be miserable. No one told you that everyone was perfect. Don't tell me you have never commited a wrong that left scars in others?
While still being alive, the sweet moments should be cherished, not ruining it just because of a statement said by a fool that would make you take revenge. If you get what I mean.
Hi Dharani my brownie!! Hahaha :)
Sincerely,
Listener
I miss him so much. It's the time of my life now that I feel so desperate for someone like never before, I just wished he was by my side. All i can do is to pray for him to fo smoothly with spm and not get sick, this exam is important, and i just hope he does his best so his 100% effort would ve worth. Critics, hatred and backstabbing I give no shit, because it didnt matter t all. Friends who betrays doesn't exist in my life. They just feel miserable, thats why they act that way. that's all I can say. Best friends don't exist, because everybody is as great, why limit it to only one person? But out of all, true friends do exist. True friends vary, not just clinging on to one person, but to people who understands you. One could tell through their facial expression, their ignorance, the arrogance, the fake attitude, the attention seeking, the ones who are with you through ups and downs, and the one who isnt afraid correcting you.the most essential part of life are your instincts. I wonder what would happen if you lost the voice in your head?
Great people think more than they speak, never regret the actions you have taken in your life.
And most if all, do not be arrogant, understand their side of the story and not just judging based on what you heard. Wouldn't it be better to satisfy your curiosity by going up to one and being straightforward? If you didn't fancy what one said,then that's just too bad for you. No one asked you to meddle in others business. No one told you to be miserable. No one told you that everyone was perfect. Don't tell me you have never commited a wrong that left scars in others?
While still being alive, the sweet moments should be cherished, not ruining it just because of a statement said by a fool that would make you take revenge. If you get what I mean.
Hi Dharani my brownie!! Hahaha :)
Sincerely,
Listener
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Pancakes
I had a fun time reading my blog posts from 2009 when I accidentally clicked the comments section. I can't believe I was me, I mean that sort if person when I was form 1. I missed how innocent we were, calling each other names and didn't give a sh*t about anything. But it seems, the world revolves, and people change. But I want to stay like before!!
Hahaha, enough of that. These few days I have been losing the adrenaline I used to have to blog. Even now Im nailed in the sofa that I can't blog using the laptop.
So as I said a few days ago, imma bake macaroons :D yeah, sounded like I was very into it and having excitement for the first ever success,
My heart just shatters when my 2 hours if my life was wasted baking that piece of shit. Total dissapointment. I got the recipe from the Internet of course, and it seemed really good because the response was fantastic. Maybe I overmixed them that it turned out like a pancake batter? So later I will upload the pics of em failed macs. They were hard. They were brown. I guess I know the reason Aliya failed too, hIgh 5 girl! Instead, I made choc cupcakes and they were a success! I love the texture!!
Yesterday me and lovey family went brunch in Puchong, near dad's office. then we went to Senheng, and we saw this huge refrigerator that is supposed to be replaced. The price was amazing too. Then dad wanted a LED tv, the difference if quality and specs is totally a lot. Plus, you could video call and go online using the tv! Me and mom recalled the tv in the show City Hunter, it was exciting.
It has been 2 nights that me and mom stayed up till about 4am to watch city hunter. It was worth, every second of it. Each episode sure would end with suspense.
Today I saw dr lee again, the funny guy :) he was simply eccentric. And later today, I had a face treatment. 2nd time. I enjoyed the cooling mask for sure! :)
I realized how much I have blogged about my life, but I guess its just my interest and the adrenaline pushes me forward, haha..
Guess what?
CAMP US IN 41 DAYS!!! I can't wait to rock with Kash, Iman and most of all, David and Barry!!! :D hey don't ever miss out miss universe Malaysia episodes!! It's just exciting to watch :)
Please mind my vulgarities today, thats just me.
Daddy is so cute when he says Ducky. Well Ducky is cute too :)
Loves,
Samaan
Hahaha, enough of that. These few days I have been losing the adrenaline I used to have to blog. Even now Im nailed in the sofa that I can't blog using the laptop.
So as I said a few days ago, imma bake macaroons :D yeah, sounded like I was very into it and having excitement for the first ever success,
My heart just shatters when my 2 hours if my life was wasted baking that piece of shit. Total dissapointment. I got the recipe from the Internet of course, and it seemed really good because the response was fantastic. Maybe I overmixed them that it turned out like a pancake batter? So later I will upload the pics of em failed macs. They were hard. They were brown. I guess I know the reason Aliya failed too, hIgh 5 girl! Instead, I made choc cupcakes and they were a success! I love the texture!!
Yesterday me and lovey family went brunch in Puchong, near dad's office. then we went to Senheng, and we saw this huge refrigerator that is supposed to be replaced. The price was amazing too. Then dad wanted a LED tv, the difference if quality and specs is totally a lot. Plus, you could video call and go online using the tv! Me and mom recalled the tv in the show City Hunter, it was exciting.
It has been 2 nights that me and mom stayed up till about 4am to watch city hunter. It was worth, every second of it. Each episode sure would end with suspense.
Today I saw dr lee again, the funny guy :) he was simply eccentric. And later today, I had a face treatment. 2nd time. I enjoyed the cooling mask for sure! :)
I realized how much I have blogged about my life, but I guess its just my interest and the adrenaline pushes me forward, haha..
Guess what?
CAMP US IN 41 DAYS!!! I can't wait to rock with Kash, Iman and most of all, David and Barry!!! :D hey don't ever miss out miss universe Malaysia episodes!! It's just exciting to watch :)
Please mind my vulgarities today, thats just me.
Daddy is so cute when he says Ducky. Well Ducky is cute too :)
Loves,
Samaan
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
BAKING
yes the font is bigger now so readers don't have to strain their eyes.and i shall change font for each post !
since exams are over, and I really wanted to do this, so yeah here it goes ! Today i'll be posting about baking, one of my favourite hobbies. i got really into it last year, and somehow, things slew down this year as PMR was around the corner, but now, its gone ! so these holidays, i really wanna revive my hobby :D
first ever chocolate chip cookies ! it tasted REAL GOOD.
learned it from my aunty's friend in Melaka ;)
i made a cake for my tuition teacher, Mr. Goey :)
*the fondant figure totally failed*
sure there was one for my mathematics teacher too, Dr. Chew !
fyi, SS/SM means Shun Seng (my bro) and Sau Mun !
the short hair moments :')
first ever attempt baking pau
i just love the texture and it was really fun shaping them !
end result !
so in form 2 we had a cooking competition, and my group decided we made pizza too, well the one in school is was way more presentable than this, not bad for the first attempt ! but the crust were like barquettes, yeah that hard,
first ever attempt on baking chocolate cupcakes, texture was so good, and it tastes good enough without icing ;)
haha, one of my unprofessional photo's. basket like deco :)
this was for my grandpa in Ipoh :) glad everyone liked it.
flowerrrrr :D
i made these for Amirah's birthday last year :D she loves Elmo more than anyone does.
i can't believe she's moving already :( i'll miss her so much.
like really.
marshmallow eyes with oreo nose and biscuit mouth, coconut shave as fur ! :)
these are just some of what i did, more pics on the other laptop! so i am really interested in baking macaroons, i know i have said it many time. but one of these days i will surely bake them :) ahem, i hope i don't fail like someone did, and said it looked like taik hahaha :P
i'm so into these stuff like cooking, baking and knitting, what am i actually? lol.
ps: yup, i have cared less.
Loves,
Mun
KNIFE >:D
Blogging really open's up who I am, and letting people know about me. Well, if i like it, i shall do it ! it could be a conversation starter too, like what Dr. Teh said today. so where did the idea of weird neck come from? haha, it came from my special lump or shall i say cyst behind my neck. Yesterday i went to remove it at Gleneagles Medical Centre. it wasn't my expectation, the nurses were so friendly and i had so much fun filling up the feedback form ! and i especially adore Ms Liza Abu Bakar as she is hilarious ! At the operation Theater before the operation started, me and my mom talked to the nurses there and we were laughing all the way, i just couldn't contain it too. when i was pushed into the 'work place', its so cool that they slided me instead of asking me to move myself! I got used to it, as this wasn't my first time, it was my 4th to be exact. Dr Lee, the surgeon, was especially funny and entertaining throughout the surgery. i couldn't see what the heck they were doing but it was kinda cool listening to the scissors cutting sounds and how i couldn't feel it at all :p well, the part where he first injected me right on the lump to numb it was sort of the painful part, but i relaxed myself and breathed so it would be easier. The worst part of the operation was when they had to pull off those masking tape they stuck on my hair so it wouldn't distract the surgeon's work. i felt like i lost so much hair -...- at the anesthetic rest area, i was wide alert and playing with the thing they put on your finger to get the pulse. as i had OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) which is the need to be perfect/complete something or else i will....blow?, i had to put the pulse thing on all my fingers before the nurse came back :p heck i know some of you don't get what i'm talking.
Now my shoulder feels burdened a bit and my neck feels kaku as i didnt dare to move it much.
pics for your entertainment :p
it was so cold in there .____.
Now my shoulder feels burdened a bit and my neck feels kaku as i didnt dare to move it much.
pics for your entertainment :p
mommy ^^
hosspital food is real (Y)
i love you like a love song baby
virus infected by UMO *unidentified moving object*
going for another round of tetris ! byeee :)
loves,
Mun
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Weird Neck
a weird name given by a weird girl. probably the weirdest girl or shall i say thing on earth.
its been 4 days since i blogged. well, many things happened. Tuesday was boring, who would stare at an LCD screen watching a black and white show? oh well, at least there was entertainment and fun when i volunteered to play the Bop It! when Hasbro came to our school to give a really short talk. it was definitely that much of fun. i wished the prizes were Bop It's ! but instead we got Old Fish War which i plan to give my 12 yr old cousin on his birthday :p
so Wednesday i couldn't go to school as doctor told me to rest for Thursday's surgery. coincidentally i woke up late so yeah :p what did i do at home? i started knitting. I learned it up in just an hour then knit knit knit and my wool is finished .__. i realised i'm into these kinds of stuff, i have no idea why too. cooking, sewing and adventurous interesting stuffs especially Amazing Race also. I still remember that last year if we were to join Amazing Race, Violet could be my partner, hahaha. so i gotta find a different entertainment now. ohh being at home is real good, last night i watched Miss Universe Malaysia beauty camp. all i have to say is Malaysian standard is wayyyyy different that ones in America. Attitude of girls, and things like that. and i dislike the host, i find her too dominant and she thinks she's the best commenting on others. i personally feel it isn't fair to eliminate someone based on only how they performed during photo shoots and not their personality. i have longed to bake macaroons now that i have found the right recipe already. I hope its a success! will upload the pics when i'm done? :p
The other day i was going through the stuff in my mom;s laptop and there were pictures of my first ever baking ! i cant wait to upload them xD such good experience.
lol imma play a round of tetris and go with my next post about yesterday and today !
loves,
Mun
Sunday, October 16, 2011
FAITH
these 3 days have been a good time for myself to get closer to God. went to the temple 2 consecutive days and had a procession yesterday night. I hope my prayers would be answered :) exhausted from this weekend already in addition to the Leadership Academy which i attended this evening. Rushed mind maps and picture diagrams while on the way home from Malacca. had a good night, though there weren't many people i knew. Saturday's LA had more of my friends, but i couldn't make it, 3 months already no meet them :( Even so, i made new friends, again ! Nina is from Aminuddin Baki, i tell you she didn't look like she was fifteen! and she looked SO familiar. Then i met Vino, a very nice person to talk to, and friendly too ! This month was the A-Coach Selection, in which we are chosen as Assistant Coaches or 'peer coaches', special people ;) so we had a short test. the selection was also based on our performance just now, i think i did well :) hopefully this wednesday i will get a ring from Leong coach or David ! i was so excited to meet David today after soooo long ! one of the questions were how many times you attended A coaching, and Anzzo, another new friend i meet ( yeah his name is funny a bit, but cool ! ) couldn't remember how many times he went for it, *how can that happen! >:C* and surprisingly, he was from the first ever camp of OnlySuccess Malaysia ! epicccc. weird that he calls me Mun, coz people normally calls me Sau/Sau2, hahaaa. very nice guy. so after LA, dad felt hungry, so we went to Imbi ! and when i stepped out of the car, i got that pervert glance, again .___. whats wrong with punks nowadays. so we wanted to eat porridge at a hawker, but they looked..... * indescribable* so dad saw his fav food, bak kut teh. we went for it, and yeah it tasted good, the place was as really clean too. as usual, i only ate the button mushrooms and vegetables, plus the herbal soup, its not something you wanna miss. lol i remember Baim telling me he wants to eat the chicken bak kut teh version, does it even exist o: then we ate seafood porridge, i ate 3 servings :B imma have flabs already, gotta be clever in covering them up, hahaha. so i have just finished the guidelines for prefects to bring visitors for a school tour, quite simple. but i will have to see Pn. Ngau, really like her :)
This Thursday would be sort of a scary day. I'm gonna remove a thing so-called sebaceous cyst. yes, when you look it up on google, its horrifying, but mine isn't that gigantic of a size, its just a tiny pop. I'm excited to see Dr. Lee again, he's so funny ! i hope i can laugh when the anesthetician injects the anesthetic into me /: soooo i hope he cuts off the fats too, though this cyst is not related to the fatty area -.- I'm actually quite tired of going out, anddd it burns up my $$ plus eating more = flabs -.-
Btw Maha, have a nice time in India !
the pants so pretty ! i want one, i wished money did drop from the sky ._. i wished i could work, and save up some $$ without burdening my parents of course.
i wonder if Augustine, my nephew would remember me and whether i could pinch his face again when he grows up?wanna go sleep already, so late.
when can I meet you up and personally return 'The book'?
Loves,
Mun
Thursday, October 13, 2011
My facE is just burning right now. I'm sO dead tired. The first time experience I mentioned was good. Tried out new things. Luckily I'm not going to school these 3 days, my forehead is inflammed. I met so called "god father" at ss17 today. He has many customers tonight, which is a good thing. I wonder when he will start giving me lessons as said Months back :) my eyes are sleepy, from 4 hours of face treatment. Imma pack my clothes for a festival procession held In melaka. Going back to hometown tomorrow after doc appointment :) I hope I don't have to perform a surgery after 2nd opinion.
Goodnight everyone, sleep tight.
Loves,
Mun
Goodnight everyone, sleep tight.
Loves,
Mun
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Workout
so last night i had the sudden urge to workout for a bit after i came home from school. it was an amazing day, had so much of laughter at school especially with Laxmi Devi, she is such an entertainer. when i hear Violet's laugh, she makes me laugh too, its just auto ;) Then i have a new assignment, which was to help Pn. Ngau with visitors coming up, well its voluntary, so no biggie. Shes a really nice person, plus being so bubbly that she reminds me of Esther, hahaha. So yeah. then we had to watch a movie which i found boring as hell at the starting, but as it goes, it got better. Heard of the movie Phantom Of the Opera? yes, the novel in form two. So Aliya invited me to lye on the stage, which at first we were embarrassed of, but as we laid there, i noticed Syaira, Zaza, and Mas started coming down here too :DD After school, we had our, Unforgettable Trip to Amcorp i would say. It was our usual people, Aliya, Mas, Maryam, Qiqi, and me. it was my first time stepping on the grounds of Taman Aman, a park which we could link to Taman Paramount LRT station. so many incidents HAPPENED.
1) Aliya the biggest bloophead bought the wrong TICKET. everyone else bought the ticket to Taman Jaya, but i guess her blurness got her mixed up and we had to stop at Asia Jaya so she could exit and come back in, haha complicated huh :P
2) That girl went up the wrong staircase, thought we were in the LRT already, so she left and we were hunting for her like mad dogs till we had to split up 2-2 people .___. her "selamba" ness just made us ketawa sampai pecah perut, lol. this ate up 30 unworthy minutes -.- yes we love you too Aliya.
at 5, mom came to pick me up, telling me that i have to see a facial consultant, the place where i got my recent haircut. the beautician was gorgeous, and i hoped to have a skin like her ! after having a few chats, we got into the conclusion to have the first facial treatment today. i'm exhilarated and excited, as its my first time ! i just hope after this, i would have a clearer skin + my oil glands secrete less oil. well, thats one of my flaws. then we went pasar malam @ ss5, it was great, hahaha :)
so yeah down to business, i did workout at 7pm. its a stress reliever and its good to make you fall asleep faster at night, till i overslept till 8a.m and couldn't wake up this morning, so yeah, #truestory
the workouts included:
100 sit ups
60 push ups girl style
30 push ups men style
30 burpees
200 skipping ropes.
not easy. but with music along, it was great. i couldn't find the Macho Man song Aiman introduced, but its okay i guess /:
this was the moon we saw recently ! it has a really pretty halo <3
hoping for improvements after treatment :)
XOXO
Mun ^___^
1) Aliya the biggest bloophead bought the wrong TICKET. everyone else bought the ticket to Taman Jaya, but i guess her blurness got her mixed up and we had to stop at Asia Jaya so she could exit and come back in, haha complicated huh :P
2) That girl went up the wrong staircase, thought we were in the LRT already, so she left and we were hunting for her like mad dogs till we had to split up 2-2 people .___. her "selamba" ness just made us ketawa sampai pecah perut, lol. this ate up 30 unworthy minutes -.- yes we love you too Aliya.
at 5, mom came to pick me up, telling me that i have to see a facial consultant, the place where i got my recent haircut. the beautician was gorgeous, and i hoped to have a skin like her ! after having a few chats, we got into the conclusion to have the first facial treatment today. i'm exhilarated and excited, as its my first time ! i just hope after this, i would have a clearer skin + my oil glands secrete less oil. well, thats one of my flaws. then we went pasar malam @ ss5, it was great, hahaha :)
so yeah down to business, i did workout at 7pm. its a stress reliever and its good to make you fall asleep faster at night, till i overslept till 8a.m and couldn't wake up this morning, so yeah, #truestory
the workouts included:
100 sit ups
60 push ups girl style
30 push ups men style
30 burpees
200 skipping ropes.
not easy. but with music along, it was great. i couldn't find the Macho Man song Aiman introduced, but its okay i guess /:
this was the moon we saw recently ! it has a really pretty halo <3
hoping for improvements after treatment :)
XOXO
Mun ^___^
ASDFGHJKL
EXAMSSSS ARE finally OVERRRRR! xD There were some papers that i have to say is tough, which is BM. I'm so glad that a load is off my shoulder now. This three months have to be enjoyed totally till good luck for SPM, haha. There are so many things i ought to do after this !!
☑ buy new flats
☑ buy new clothes
☐ facial 10 weeks till pimples vanish
☐ lose flabs in 30 days starting 12/10/11
☑ have a new haircut
☑ get back my iphone
☐ bake macaroons
☐ start blogging like everyday
☐ learn up knitting
☐ go out with him ^^
☐ watch Sekali Lagi
☐ revive my stamp collection
☐ SUSHI <3
☐ pack my closet
☐ Leadership Academy october
☐ Mind Maps and pic diagrams
☐ operation on my neck :'(
☐ develop my grandma's photos
☑ buy new flats
☑ buy new clothes
☐ facial 10 weeks till pimples vanish
☐ lose flabs in 30 days starting 12/10/11
☑ have a new haircut
☑ get back my iphone
☐ bake macaroons
☐ start blogging like everyday
☐ learn up knitting
☐ go out with him ^^
☐ watch Sekali Lagi
☐ revive my stamp collection
☐ SUSHI <3
☐ pack my closet
☐ Leadership Academy october
☐ Mind Maps and pic diagrams
☐ operation on my neck :'(
☐ develop my grandma's photos
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